i don't really know how to switch to my usual style now, cause, generally i tend to write with the impression of not giving a fuck about anything. except i do. a lot. it's amazing how egocentric i am because i can make a post that was about that end up being all about me and my problems. i do care. really. maybe too much. so i run away and hide. apparently it's typical.
so i got the job at hmv. they called yesterday and when i phoned back was convinced i hadn't got it. but yes. this is weird. considering the interview may have been the most awkward experience of my life. imagine being in the same room as a guy you once pulled and then screwed over. imagine this happening at a job interview.. yay!
am not sure how much i really want to work there. maybe it'll be good. am enjoying fairways a lot though. i think i might end up doing mornings at hmv, afternoons studying, then nights at fairways. will be good if it stops me being a slacker and drinking and such though. also woo i get to go to aberdeen for training!
anyway fuck it i'm done